{"id":42867,"date":"2017-10-01T14:41:59","date_gmt":"2017-10-01T11:41:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gzone.com.tr\/?p=42867"},"modified":"2017-10-01T14:41:59","modified_gmt":"2017-10-01T11:41:59","slug":"mabel-matiz-hayatim-homofobik-dille-mucadele-etmekle-gecti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/2017\/10\/01\/mabel-matiz-hayatim-homofobik-dille-mucadele-etmekle-gecti\/","title":{"rendered":"MABEL MAT\u0130Z: HAYATIM HOMOFOB\u0130K D\u0130LLE M\u00dcCADELE ETMEKLE GE\u00c7T\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u015eark\u0131c\u0131 Mabel Matiz\u00a0Posta Gazetesi&#8217;nden Oya \u00c7\u0131nar&#8217;a\u00a0samimi a\u00e7\u0131klamalar yapt\u0131.. 32 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki sanat\u00e7\u0131, \u201cHayat\u0131m homofobik dille m\u00fccadele etmekle ge\u00e7ti. Sihirli bir de\u011fne\u011fim olsa cinsel ayr\u0131mc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 bitirmek isterdim\u201d dedi.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte bu r\u00f6portajdan baz\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131klar:<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hem \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131zda hem duru\u015funuzda muhalif bir yan var. Aileden mi geliyor bu?\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ailenin dik kafal\u0131s\u0131 benim. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri b\u00f6yleyim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ilk bilin\u00e7li itiraz\u0131n\u0131z neye ya da kimeydi?\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>(G\u00fcl\u00fcyor) Derin bir soru, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmem laz\u0131m. Zorla bir \u015fey yapt\u0131r\u0131lmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hep itiraz ettim. Ama hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk tepkim annemeydi. \u00d6\u011flen uykular\u0131ndan nefret ederdim. O beni uyuyor san\u0131rd\u0131. Ben gizli gizli ansiklopedi okurdum.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bug\u00fcn en \u00e7ok nelere itiraz ediyorsunuz?\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan\u0131n ve toplumun de\u011ferini k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclten, toplumsal bar\u0131\u015f\u0131 zedeleyen her \u015fey kalbimi incitiyor ve itiraz duygumu tetikliyor.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Peki, sizi en rahats\u0131z eden konu ne?\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Farkl\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n bu kadar ayr\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131, farkl\u0131 renkler aras\u0131nda de\u011fer ayr\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fctmek kalbimi \u00e7ok k\u0131ran bir \u015fey.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Kendinizi ayk\u0131r\u0131 buluyor musunuz?\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Farkl\u0131y\u0131m ama ayk\u0131r\u0131 bulmuyorum. Sadece m\u00fczik olarak bile farkl\u0131 bir yeri i\u015faret etti\u011fimin bilincindeyim. Ya da fak\u00fcltedeyken, beyaz \u00f6nl\u00fckl\u00fcyd\u00fcm ama kareli pantolon giyip g\u00f6zlerime kalem \u00e7ekince t\u00fcm klinik beni i\u015faret ederdi. Bu bir farkl\u0131l\u0131k evet, bununla da mutluyum. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fczik de ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayat da benim rengimle gayet uyumlu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir s\u00fcre \u00f6nce sosyal medyada hepimizi etkileyen hakl\u0131 bir isyan\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 okuduk. Bir okurunuzun yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 homofobik, cinsiyet\u00e7i bir payla\u015f\u0131m \u00fczerine&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ben o arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 dile \u00e7ok al\u0131\u015fk\u0131n\u0131m. Hayat\u0131m bu homofobik dille, nefret diliyle m\u00fccadele etmekle ge\u00e7ti. O yeni bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylememi\u015fti ama bazen her \u015fey birikir, en derininize temas eder ve susamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir nokta gelir ya&#8230; O da \u00f6yle bir and\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131zda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc vard\u0131&#8230;\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcnt\u00fcm o yaz\u0131y\u0131 daha payla\u015fmadan, yaz\u0131 bitince ge\u00e7mi\u015fti asl\u0131nda. Yazd\u0131klar\u0131m, o arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131za a\u00e7\u0131k mektup olmas\u0131n\u0131n ya da kamuya yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir metin olmas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6tesinde, \u00f6ncelikle kendimle olan ili\u015fkime temas etti\u011fim bir yaz\u0131yd\u0131.Yoksa zaten t\u00fcm hayat\u0131m o dille m\u00fccadele etmekle ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir \u015fekilde size ula\u015f\u0131p \u00f6z\u00fcr diledi mi?\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Evet. \u00dczg\u00fcn oldu\u011funu belirten, \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyen bir mesaj g\u00f6nderdi. Anla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olmak da mutluluk vericiydi.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Zaten ba\u015f\u0131ndan beri cinsel kimli\u011finizi saklamad\u0131n\u0131z. Ama kimsenin g\u00f6z\u00fcne de sokmuyorsunuz&#8230;\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Evet. Ama bunun i\u00e7in \u00f6zel bir \u00e7abam da yok. Herhangi bir m\u00fczisyen kendi cinselli\u011fiyle ilgili g\u00fcndelik hayat\u0131nda ne yap\u0131yorsa ben de o \u015fekilde ya\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n<p><strong><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-42366\" src=\"http:\/\/gzone.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/mabel-matiz.jpg\" alt=\"mabel-matiz\" width=\"660\" height=\"330\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/mabel-matiz.jpg 660w, http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/mabel-matiz-300x150.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 660px) 100vw, 660px\" \/><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kaynak: Posta<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eark\u0131c\u0131 Mabel Matiz\u00a0Posta Gazetesi&#8217;nden Oya \u00c7\u0131nar&#8217;a\u00a0samimi a\u00e7\u0131klamalar yapt\u0131.. 32 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki sanat\u00e7\u0131, \u201cHayat\u0131m homofobik dille m\u00fccadele etmekle ge\u00e7ti. Sihirli bir de\u011fne\u011fim olsa cinsel ayr\u0131mc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 bitirmek isterdim\u201d dedi. \u0130\u015fte bu r\u00f6portajdan baz\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131klar: Hem \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131zda hem duru\u015funuzda muhalif bir yan var. Aileden mi geliyor bu?\u00a0 Ailenin dik kafal\u0131s\u0131 benim. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri b\u00f6yleyim. Hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ilk bilin\u00e7li itiraz\u0131n\u0131z neye &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":36281,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39,28],"tags":[1422,275,415],"class_list":["post-42867","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-muzik","category-pop","tag-mabel-matiz","tag-muzik-2","tag-pop-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42867","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=42867"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42867\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":42871,"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42867\/revisions\/42871"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/36281"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=42867"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=42867"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.gzone.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=42867"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}